any final words?

Today is quite possibly our last appointment ever with our therapist, due to financial reasons.  Unless she is willing to waive the co-pay, we can't afford to see her (or anyone) anymore. 

She is the only person who knows about our DID, and knows us - all of us.  Who we can all talk to, and not pretend with.  Who we can be real with.   Losing her would be.... catastrophic. 

System-wide panic, right now.  Panic I have no way of soothing.  This isn't like a flashback or triggering day on the calender - this is real.  This is NOW.  I feel powerless, and I hate it.

-Emma

Much news!

Much, much news!!!

1) The Therapist Stays! 
Today at our appointment, Remi said she doesn't care how long we rack up a bill for, so we can keep seeing her.  She says we can pay it off when we graduate college in a few years, and get a normal adult job.  *SQUEEEEE!!!!!!*  Words cannot describe how elated and relieved we are!!!! XD 

2) We're switching to Dreamwidth, at least for a while.
Trying to maintain both our LJ and the Dreamwidth has resulted in us never having time to read anyone elses' stuff, and that's always been our favorite part of LJ.  Boo.  So, for now at least (a trial period, to see how we like it), we're converting.  Any suggestions for awesome communities we should join?

3) We're completely confused by which journals belong to who.
Sorry!  Could you guys please leave comments listing all the journals you and your headmates maintain?  We'd appreciate it soooooo much!  Thanks in advance :-)

4) We're locking this journal to "friends only."
...or whatever Dreamwidth calls "friends only."  Since we'll be using it as our main journal, we don't want it to be public to the world.  Sooo, if you're reading with any account that's not already subscribed, then just send us a friend request with it and we'll add you :)

-Emma